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the early issues of her favorite comic books; how very odd it must be to operate

               within a story where you’re capable, courageous, droll, at the top of your field
               professionally and yet somehow still not permitted the brains to perceive that the
               man you see or work with every day is exactly the same person as the superhero
               who saves your life at night. “Seems like someone behind the scenes clinging to
               the idea that the woman whose attention you can’t get just can’t see ‘the real
               you,’ no?”

                                                           —


               DAY LOOKED FROM face to face. Marie might get on with Thalia; they both
               favored grave formality and never letting a single hair fall out of place, though
               Marie’s Zaire French accent and her tendency to wear jackets over her shoulders
               without putting her arms in the sleeves gave her attitude more impact than

               Thalia’s. The society was too small to have a leader, but if they’d had one, Marie
               would’ve been it. Sometimes, when Marie and Willa spoke together in French,
               glancing around as they did so, Day felt that they were disparaging her mode of
               dress, but Ed had reassured her that that was just how people who could only
               speak English naturally responded to fluent French speakers. Ed, named after
               Edwina Currie, was much easier to get to know. You could chat to her about
               anything. If she didn’t understand a reference you made she just said so. Rare,

               very rare for anyone Day had met at Cambridge to admit to gaps in their
               understanding . . . but Ed would ask to hear more. This puckish, boyish young
               woman was black like Marie and a Londoner like Willa, but, as she put it
               herself, “a different kind of black, and a different kind of London”—it was hard
               to picture a time, place, or opportunity other than university and the Homely
               Wench Society for the likes of Ed, Willa, and Marie to find out that they really

               got on. For one thing all three had a tendency to assume that everybody else was
               joking all the time and responded accordingly—Willa with breezy levity, Marie
               with frank disappointment, Ed with various micro-expressions, semi-smiles,
               really, that made you want to laugh too, even if you really did mean what you’d
               just said.

                                                           —


               THEO AND HILDE, on the other hand, didn’t think anybody was joking about
               anything unless they were explicitly told so. Theodora Ackner, Nebraska’s
               finest, was still disconcerted by Europe’s ghosts. Hilde, Ed, and Grainne could
               no longer hear them, but the ghosts seemed to wake up again around Theo, since
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