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THE NIGHT a fortuneteller outside KFC seized Radha by both hands and told her

               that little by little she was falling for an invisible man, she was confounded and
               kept me awake until dawn asking who on earth it could possibly be . . .
                   I couldn’t decide whether the Grimaldi boy was to be pitied, congratulated, or
               scolded. Granted, this was one way to have a secret love affair, but there was no
               telling what his own feelings were, or whether this was just a routine seduction
               for him. Put yourself in his place: You’re descended from generations of people
               who speak and have spoken primarily through puppets . . . as such you’re a kind

               of champion at psychological limbo. And you happen to like girls with brilliant
               eyes that see hidden things and dark hair from which they occasionally retrieve
               forgotten notes to themselves. Then you meet a new one. Wouldn’t you try and
               see how close you could get without her noticing?

                                                           —


               RADHA TOOK to checking her phone constantly but with no clear objective—most
               of her messages were from Tyche Shaw, who she felt both jealous and protective
               of and would have preferred not to have to deal with at all. Tyche was in the
               Orkney Isles with Myrna and her father, and in addition to relying on Radha to
               keep her updated on puppet school assignments, the girl insisted on being
               friendly and requesting personal news. Unaware that she had any, Radha settled

               for sending pictures of herself sitting on the curbstone outside her house drinking
               homemade smoothies with her brother. I was in the photo too, sat on Arjun’s
               shoulders. I never spoke to him and so he viewed me as a kind of fashion
               accessory of Radha’s. At that time I was getting some of my best fun from being
               alone with him and sporadically opening and closing my mouth whenever he
               blinked.


                   Me, Gepetta, and A.J. on the corner drinking heavy juice all day long. What about you and
                   my wife?

                   That was all the invitation Tyche needed to flood Radha’s in-box with angst
               that Radha unintentionally increased by responding only with emoticons.


                   Where do I begin . . . well, everything I do pisses “your wife” off

                   I keep answering her rhetorical questions & then not daring to answer her non-rhetorical
                   questions

                   Oh and her specialty seems to be saying insanely awful stuff out of nowhere


                   The kind of things you have to forget in order to be able to go on living, you know?
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