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‘Well, it’s already working, Dhruv. No matter how badass you are, right now,
               you’re thinking what if he doesn’t see you for the next two years and dies taking
               your name over and over again. What if he spends every waking second of

               whatever is left of his life staring at the door, waiting for you? What if he spends
               every shred of his life crying? And when all he needed was one chance to
               apologize.’

                  Dhruv breathed deeply. ‘You’re manipulating me. I can’t fucking believe
               you.’
                  ‘Neither can I. Your father is dying and you’re here talking to me.’

                  Dhruv slumped on the bed, face down, wanting to cry but the tears had dried
               out years before and said, ‘I’m not going.’
                  Yet six hours later, he was running through the corridors of Eight Hills

               Hospital looking for room no. 324. When he reached the door, he calmed
               himself down, pushed the door open and entered the room. His father lay on an
               uncomfortable bed reading a magazine. There lay a set of machines by his side,

               not yet plugged in.
                  ‘Dad,’ Dhruv said. He sat on the seat meant for distraught relatives—crying
               brothers and wailing sons, daughters and wives. Dad looked just fine. ‘You don’t

               look sick.’
                  ‘It’s something with my liver. Too much drinking, they said. And I told them

               if it had been too much drinking I wouldn’t be here.’ Dad laughed and Dhruv
               failed to see the joke in it.
                  The words dried up and quite some time passed by before Dad said, ‘I’m
               sorry.’ Dhruv had already started to regret his decision to be there. He felt angry

               if anything at all.
                  ‘You kind of should be. For all the shit that you have done and made all of us

               go through. I just came here because my friends told me I should give you a
               chance to apologize. And quite frankly, it doesn’t feel any different. Seeing you
               trapped in this bed doesn’t make me cry. If anything it makes me fucking
               happy.’

                  ‘Don’t swear, Dhruv.’
                  ‘You don’t have any power over me.’

                  ‘I’m your father.’
                  ‘Yeah, you fucking were!’
                  ‘Don’t do that.’
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