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"It would make me feel better, I think."



                          "Thm  you do it," he said sharply. "I've already buried one son. I won't
                        bury another.




                          Now, if you don't mind, I'm trying to listen."


                            He  turned  up  the  volume again, leaned his head back and closed his
                        eyes.

                            One  sunny morning that week, Mariam picked a spot in the yard  and
                        dug a hole.

                          "In the name of Allah and with Allah, and in the name of the messenger

                        of Allah upon whom be the blessings and peace of Allah," she said under

                        her breath as  her shovel bit into the  ground. She placed the suede coat
                        that Rasheed had bought for the baby in the hole and shoveled dirt over

                        it.



                          "You make the night to pass into the day and You make the day to pass

                        into the night, and You bring forth the living from the dead and You bring

                        forth  the  dead  from  the  living,  and  You  give  sustenance  to  whom  You
                        please without measure."

                            She  patted the  dirt with  the  back of the  shovel. She  squatted by the

                        mound, closed her eyes.



                          Give sustenance, Allah.



                          Give sustenance to me.


                        15.


                          April 1978
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