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again to Rasheed's heavy footsteps in the  hallway. She dragged herself

                        to the door, slapped her palms against it.
                          "Just one glass, Rasheed. Not for me. Do it for her. You don't want her

                        blood on your hands." He walked past-She began to plead with him. She

                        begged for forgiveness, made promises. She cursed him. His door closed.

                        The radio came on.
                            The  muezzin  called  azan  a  third  time.  Again  the  heat.  Aziza became

                        even more listless. She stopped crying, stopped moving altogether.

                          Laila put her ear over Aziza's mouth, dreading each time that she would

                        not hear the  shallow whooshing of breath. Even this simple act of lifting
                        herself made her head swim. She fell asleep, had dreams she could not

                        remember.  When  she  woke  up,  she  checked  on Aziza, felt the parched

                        cracks  of  her  lips,  the  faint  pulse  at  her  neck,  lay  down  again.  They
                        would die  here, of that Laila was sure now, but what she really dreaded

                        was that she would outlast Aziza, who was young and brittle. How much

                        more could Aziza take? Aziza would die in this heat, and Laila would have
                        to lie beside her stiffening little body and wait for her own death. Again

                        she  fell  asleep.  Woke  up.  Fell  asleep.  The  line  between  dream  and

                        wakefulness blurred.



                            It  wasn't  roosters  or  azan  that  woke  her  up  again  but  the  sound  of

                        something  heavy  being  dragged.  She  heard  a  rattling-  Suddenly,  the

                        room was flooded  with  light. Her eyes screamed in protest. Laila raised

                        her  head,  winced,  and  shielded  her  eyes.  Through  the  cracks  between
                        her  fingers,  she  saw  a  big,  blurry  silhouette  standing  in  a rectangle of

                        light.  The  silhouette  moved.  Now  there  was  a  shape  crouching  beside

                        her, looming over her, and a voice by her ear.
                          "You try this again and I will find you. I swear on the Prophet's name

                        that I will find you. And, when I do, there isn't a court in this godforsaken
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