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To Zalmai he said coldly, "You're going upstairs, boy."



                           On Zalmai's face,  Mariam saw alarm. Nervously, he looked around at
                        the  three  of  them.  He  sensed  now  that  his  tattletale  game  had  let

                        something  serious-adult  serious-into  the  room.  He  cast  a  despondent,

                        contrite glance toward Mariam, then his mother.



                          In a challenging voice, Rasheed said, "Now!"



                            He  took  Zalmai  by  the  elbow.  Zalmai  meekly  let  himself  be  led
                        upstairs.
                            They  stood  frozen,  Mariam  and  Laila,  eyes  to  the  ground,  as  though

                        looking  at  each  other  would  give  credence  to  the  way  Rasheed  saw

                        things, that while he was opening doors and lugging baggage for people
                        who  wouldn't spare him a glance a lewd conspiracy was shaping behind

                        his back, in his home, in his beloved son's presence. Neither one of them

                        said  a  word.  They  listened  to  the  footsteps  in  the  hallway  above,  one
                        heavy and foreboding, the  other the  pattering of a skittish little animal.

                        They  listened  to  muted  words  passed,  a  squeaky  plea,  a  curt retort, a

                        door  shut,  the  rattle  of  a  key  as  it  turned.  Then  one  set  of  footsteps
                        returning, more impatiently now.




                          Mariam saw his feet pounding the steps as he came down. She saw him

                        pocketing  the  key,  saw  his  belt,  the  perforated  end  wrapped  tightly

                        around  his  knuckles.  The  fake  brass  buckle  dragged  behind  him,
                        bouncing on the steps.




                          She went to stop him, but he shoved her back and blew by her. Without
                        saying a word, he swung the belt at Laila. He did it with such speed that

                        she had no time to retreat or duck, or even raise a protective arm. Laila
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