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He has dark, shoulder-length hair-a common thumbing of the nose at

                        the  departed  Taliban,  Laila  has  discovered-and  some  kind  of  scar
                        interrupting  his mustache  on the  left side. There is a photo taped to the

                        windshield,  on  his  side.  It's  of  a  young  girl  with  pink  cheeks  and  hair

                        parted down the middle into twin braids.

                          Laila tells him that she has been in Pakistan for the last year, that she
                        is returning to Kabul. "Deh-Mazang."




                          Through the windshield, she sees coppersmiths welding brass handles to

                        jugs, saddlemakers laying out cuts of rawhide to dry in the sun.
                          "Have you lived here long, brother?" she asks.



                            "Oh,  my  whole  life.  I  was  born  here.  I've  seen  everything.  You

                        remember the uprising?"



                          Laila says she does, but he goes on.



                            "This  was  back  in  March  1979,  about nine months before the Soviets
                        invaded. Some angry Heratis killed a few Soviet advisers, so the Soviets

                        sent  in  tanks  and  helicopters  and  pounded  this  place.  For  three  days,

                        hamshira, they fired on the city. They collapsed buildings, destroyed one

                        of the minarets, killed thousands of people. Thousands. I lost two sisters
                        in  those  three  days.  One  of  them  was  twelve  years  old."  He  taps  the

                        photo on his windshield. "That's her."




                          "I'm sorry," Laila says, marveling at how every Afghan story is marked
                        by death and loss and unimaginable grief. And yet, she sees, people find

                        a way to survive, to go on. Laila  thinks of her own life and all that has

                        happened  to  her,  and  she  is astonished that she too has survived,  that
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