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of anger. Meet Singh conducted the lambardar and the Muslim down to the
               courtyard. He then retired to his charpai there.

                  Iqbal lay down once more and gazed at the stars. The wail of the engine in the
               still vast plain made him feel lonely and depressed. What could he—one little

               man—do in this enormous impersonal land of four hundred million? Could he
               stop the killing? Obviously not. Everyone—Hindu, Muslim, Sikh, Congressite,
               Leaguer, Akali, or Communist—was deep in it. It was fatuous to suggest that the

               bourgeois revolution could be turned into a proletarian one. The stage had not
               arrived. The proletariat was indifferent to political freedom for Hindustan or
               Pakistan, except when it could be given an economic significance like grabbing

               land by killing an owner who was of a different religious denomination. All that
               could be done was to divert the kill-and-grab instinct from communal channels
               and turn it against the propertied class. That was the proletarian revolution the

               easy way. His party bosses would not see it.
                  Iqbal wished they had sent someone else to Mano Majra. He would be so
               much more useful directing policy and clearing the cobwebs from their minds.

               But he was not a leader. He lacked the qualifications. He had not fasted. He had
               never been in jail. He had made none of the necessary ‘sacrifices’. So, naturally,
               nobody would listen to him. He should have started his political career by

               finding an excuse to court imprisonment. But there was still time. He would do
               that as soon as he got back to Delhi. By then, the massacres would be over. It
               would be quite safe.

                  The goods train had left the station and was rumbling over the bridge. Iqbal
               fell asleep, dreaming of a peaceful life in jail.


               Early next morning, Iqbal was arrested.
                  Meet Singh had gone out to the fields carrying his brass mug of water and

               chewing a keekar twig he used as a toothbrush. Iqbal had slept through the
               rumble of passing trains, the muezzin’s call, and the other village noises. Two

               constables came into the gurdwara, looking in his room, examined his celluloid
               cups and saucers, shining aluminum spoons, forks and knives, his thermos, and
               then came up onto the roof. They shook Iqbal rudely. He sat up rubbing his eyes,
               somewhat bewildered. Before he could size up the situation and formulate the

               curt replies he would like to have given, he had told the policemen his name and
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