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‘For two years …’

                   Two years? Creep! Or … really sweet? Dushyant had turned beetroot red.
                He couldn’t meet her eyes. Instead, he gazed at his own weathered palms.
                He looked vulnerable, embarrassed and needy. Maybe even a little high.

                Kajal let a little smile slip. Dushyant caught that and blushed a little more.
                   ‘So, tell me, what do you read?’ Kajal asked. Two years?

                   Dushyant smiled, and his eyes lit up like the fourth of July. Quite frankly,
                his choice in books scared her.



                They dated for eight months. They had come a long way from the time they
                had first met in the library and had talked about books, his waning

                obsession with weight training, her growing dissatisfaction with her career
                choice, his problems with his parents, her loving sisters, and last but not the
                least, his enduring fixation with her.

                   Dushyant was never the perfect boyfriend. Her friends hated him with all
                their heart, but not as much as her sisters. Kajal was tall—almost 5’5”—and

                never had a hair out of place. One could imagine a news presenter for an
                idea of what she looked like. Her clothes, understated, were always
                perfectly matched. She wasn’t fond of bright colours and never aimed to

                stand out. She aimed to soothe. Her fair skin, the defined nose and the
                confident walk meant business. She wasn’t a pushover.

                   Dushyant was abrasive. He was quarrelsome. He was possessive. It took
                Kajal one month to realize that Dushyant was beyond obsessive, almost to

                the point of being schizophrenic. He drank too much, he smoked too much,
                and he loved her too much. He had waited two years to tell her he loved her.

                He swore he would spend a lifetime doing it. Sometimes, it was sweet. It
                looked to her like he cared; on other occasions, she was scared. Not scared
                that they would break up and never see each other again, but scared of what

                he would do to her. Within a month, she had changed into someone she
                didn’t recognize any more.

                   At first, Kajal used to like the little tabs Dushyant kept on her. He used to
                get jealous at the mention of her ex-boyfriends, fume at her for spending

                more time with her friends, chide her for staying out till late, and ask her to
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