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lugs buckets back and forth from the well. She makes dough and bakes the bread

               in the tandoor outside their mud house. She sweeps the floor. In the afternoon,
               she  squats  by  the  stream,  alongside  other  village  women,  washing  laundry
               against the rocks. Afterward, because it is a Friday, she visits her parents’ graves
               in the cemetery and says a brief prayer for each. And all day, in between these
               chores, she makes time to move Masooma, from side to side, tucking a pillow
               under one buttock, then the other.
                   Twice that day, she spots Saboor.
                   She finds him squatting outside his small mud house, fanning a fire in the
               cooking  pit,  eyes  squeezed  against  the smoke,  with his  boy, Abdullah,  beside
               him.  She  finds  him  later,  talking  to  other  men,  men  who,  like  Saboor,  have
               families of their own now but were once the village boys with whom Saboor

               feuded, flew kites, chased dogs, played hide-and-seek. There is a weight over
               Saboor these days, a pall of tragedy, a dead wife and two motherless children,
               one an infant. He speaks now in a tired, barely audible voice. He lumbers around
               the village a worn, shrunken version of himself.
                   Parwana watches him from afar and with a longing that is nearly crippling.
               She  tries  to  avert  her  eyes  when  she  passes  by  him.  And  if  by  accident  their
               gazes do meet, he simply nods at her, and the blood rushes to her face.
                   That night, by the time Parwana lies down to sleep, she can barely lift her

               arms. Her head swims with exhaustion. She lies in her cot, waiting for sleep.
                   Then, in the darkness:
                   “Parwana?”
                   “Yes.”
                   “Do you remember that time, us riding the bicycle together?”

                   “Hmm.”
                   “How fast we went! Riding down the hill. The dogs chasing us.”
                   “I remember.”

                   “Both of us screaming. And when we hit that rock …” Parwana can almost
               hear her sister smiling in the dark. “Mother was so angry with us. And Nabi too.
               We ruined his bicycle.”
                   Parwana shuts her eyes.
                   “Parwana?”
                   “Yes.”

                   “Can you sleep by me tonight?”
                   Parwana kicks off her quilt, makes her way across the hut to Masooma, and
               slips  under  the  blanket  beside  her.  Masooma  rests  her  cheek  on  Parwana’s
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