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Chapter Four
















               I wake up with a jolt, grasping at my chest.
                   “Hey, hey,” a familiar voice says. “You’re awake.”
                   I look up to see David standing over me, a bowl of popcorn in one hand. He’s

               also  holding  a  bottle  of  water—not exactly the wine I was  just drinking.  Just
               drinking?  I  look  down  at  my  body,  still  fully  clothed  in  my  red  Reformation
               ensemble. What the hell just happened?

                   I scramble up to sitting. I’m back on the couch. David is now in his chess
               team tournament sweatshirt and black sweatpants. We’re in our apartment.
                   “I thought you might be down for the count,” David says. “And miss our big

               night. I knew that second bottle would do us in. I already took two Advil, do you
               want some?” He sets the popcorn and water down and leans over to kiss me.
               “Should we call our parents now or tomorrow? You know they’re all losing it. I

               told everyone beforehand.”
                   I parse through what he’s saying. I’m frozen. It must have been a dream, but

               it . . . how could it be? I was, just three minutes ago, in bed with someone named
               Aaron. We were kissing, and his hands were on me, and we were having the
               most intense sex of my life. Dream me slept with a stranger. I feel the need to
               touch my body, to confirm my physical reality. I put my hands on each elbow

               and hold my arms to my chest.
                   “You okay?” David asks. He’s pulled himself out of the jovial moment and is

               looking at me intently.
                   “How long was I out for?” I ask him.
                   “About an hour,” he says. Something dawns on him. He leans closer to me.
               The proximity of his body feels like an intrusion. “Hey, listen, you’re going to

               get that job. I can tell you’re stressed about it and maybe this was too much to
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