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The status grant me free entrance to all gay venues which it was
good but the downside was my sex life was Zero.
Yes its great to walk in to a club with all my friuends for free and to
jump the cue of an X number of people waiting for hours.
Inside the club when I wanted to find someone for sex it was
impossible as everyone knew me so all I was doing is greeting
people ant been able to take someone back home.
That make me to join the websites for gay sex and I did . I was a
member to most popular sites and that change my sex life to a point I
stop by half my clubbing going to stay home and fuck.
I did that for years to again I nearly had sex with most members so I
had to change my living style and from the muscle men start the
leather guys to relax with bears and muscle bears.
I was dating someone for a while and he told me I was lucky
because of my looks I fit all the fetish gay scene, when I was on
leather I look like a master,
Gay men were going mad and on a bear night as my looks I looked
like a daddy bear and so on I call it luck because I did nothing to
make me look a leather man or a bear man.
I was obsessed with the gym and the amount of steroids I consume i
was big when I reach the weight I wanted to and when I myself
discover how shallow the gay scene is I quit the gym .
I start living my life as I wanted with some bad choices I have made
and these choices let me to wrong situations .