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They wouldn’t understand why I was listening to foreign music,
Sometimes I use to hide the radio, so I won’t listen to the music I
liked.
On the other hand, till the age of 14, I was going to the church every
Sunday and I knew the bible on the top of my head, I knew all the
psalms and several times I was helping the priest in the church.
The only time I can recall my mother was proud about me was the
days of my church going. When I started reading books outside the
school and my brain started to grow and learn what religion is all
about.
I just wanted to again the church and the bible.
My mother couldn’t believe I was turning Evil. Many times she use
to say “You are not my son,you are evil” maybe I was all I knew
church for me was not doing anything so I stop the religion trip I
was in.
My first job was at the cafe shop and bar and working hard they use
to leave me the keys to lock and they had a heater petrol one so I end
up every night sleeping in the Pub or bar next to the heater.
Never went home I didn’t even wanted to see if they are OK or not
and they didn’t care either.
Then my sister met someone and fell in love, that for me waas like a
death sentence. Jeolousy got the best from me, I could not believe he
is going to take her away from me.
I hate her boyfriend and the more I hated him the more he loved me .