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Fun is three words they can replaced by many other words. Some
never had any some had more .
With drugs and money comes bad reputation and very bad friends I
use the rterm friends because its east to call tehm friends. They were
friends because I had what they need.
It wasa funny situation they will never ask how am I. Never because
I have the drug they need so I am always fine.
They were not because they didn’t have thedrug, tears to come and
still the attitude is the same. I always ask how are you? They still
never ask me .
Sex it was easy again some they behaved so stuupid they don’t know
how to play the game. They made it so obvious rthey re here for the
drugs and not for me and I played with them anytime I wanted to
fuck I fuck them then through them out .
Sometimes I confront themn and they are thick as a brick they didn’t
know where to hide I just fell sorry for most of them and let them get
away because again I hate to shout at them they were bad addicts in
a bad situation the only bad think I was doing is use tehm for sex
then meant nothing top me.
What goes up it comes down/ Nothing new here and I could honestly
feel my time was coming I cou;d easily give up and mmove for
months and come back but I am curious and wanted to see the bitter
end and how bad things can get.
To go down you need someone to take you down a friend who says
he loves you or a boyfriend even better because they love you more,
and I found one for me it came with the name Paul.