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He drove back and driving fast to skip the mornings traffic to
Athens.

I felt sad because we did what we did and am I going to see him
again? Or this is it done goodbye enjoy the rest of your life. He

wanted to drive me home but I said No the suggestion

I didn’t want him to see where I was living at the time I was

homeless what home where? He drop me off somewhere we said the

goodbyes and I went left he drove the other direction.

I will lie if I say I didn’t cry, I did I can’t remember when was the

last time someone touched me or kiss me someone who he was mine

fior two threre hours and nobody elses and that happened last night.

I will lie if I say I already miss the guy, ih he come back now and

say I want you and me for the rest of our luives I will sday YES to
tjhat.

I will lie if I say he was OK because he was not buty PERFECT for

me and to say I love him yes that will be a lie so I won’t.

Nikos Raptis

Xmas was coming soon and I promise my sister I will visit them this

year and so I did. The thought I will be in another town to him was

killing me .

Then again we haven’t arrange anything maybe he didn’t like me as

much or maybe hehas got a partner who knows so I had to firce
myself not to think of him just forget him and enjoy Xmas.