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and only                   3   months        . As they say                   -  in
                   , it's not a short period of time                       I'm laughing
                                            2
                   Transformation dressing up                             *             *  .

                                               ,
                                                                           ,
                   certain restrictions on clicking locks
                   all of this forced me to live in one way or
                                                                      ,
                   another for some time
                      It wasn't for the sake of the show or for
                                                                           .
                      attention                              ,                                  . I
                   I did it for myself because I wanted to disappear
                   again                                 ,  and come back again.                   I

                   didn't know what exactly I would turn into Not                                .
                                                          ,
                                                                                       .
                                   ,
                   in advance Not on purpose                   .
                    Sometimes the image was born spontaneously like
                                  .
                   an impulse, like a breath, like a tremor under the
                   skin           ,                        ,                                        .
                   Sometimes like something accidental that has fallen
                   out of                                                 ,

                   someone else's                        .     I didn't try to
                   imagination to control
                    On the contrary I let go
                                                 .
                   In this loss of control was the real                        , that I
                                                               .
                   love                                                                          -
                       I played with the form With how it feels
                                                       .
                   the body when it becomes not its own With that
                                                         .
                                                                     ,
                   how the gaze changes when the eyes shift                              .           ,
                            ,
                                         in shape, in position, in
                                                          ,
                   meaning How different silence sounds                             ,
                                                         ,
                   when you grow a tail or horns                                           ,
                                .
                                              -
                   or something that wasn't there before                      ,      .           ,
                               ,
                    But I didn't do it for the sake of
                   be nice Or strange Or                           .            ,

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