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A game I invented myself                                   but in this
                   was probably its magic. I didn't know                                         ,
                             ,
                   what number they would call, and most importantly,
                                                                                          ,
                                                                    .
                                    ,
                   I didn't                               ,    ,                ,
                   remembered what outfit was hidden behind it And not
                                  ,
                   I tried to remember It's like pulling
                                                                                    .
                   a card of destiny from a deck that you shuffle
                                                             .
                   blindly. I couldn't prepare myself in advance
                                                                ,
                   I couldn't prepare myself for the image, I couldn't
                                  .
                                                                                   ,
                                   ,
                   predict. That means                          couldn't
                   control                 .
                       That's exactly what I liked
                                                 .
                                                                           .
                   Of course, I created all the images and costumes
                   lovingly putting them together piece by piece But
                                  ,
                   in       ,                                                              .

                   I gave myself over to this game unconditionally.
                   In older devices, there was no such feeling of                                  .
                   transformation.                                   and there still
                   isn't

                   Nowadays, many themed Sims with their
                   glowing cabins have long since dissolved into
                                .
                   time. Only the ruins of the former
                   fantasy places where                            still operates                but
                                  .
                   I don't want to go there anymore. Now                                    "
                                                        ,
                                    :
                                                                 "
                         I                  my own director                 .      artist
                   and actress                                                   ,
                   Sometimes also a costume designer
                                      .
                   psychotherapist and crazy screenwriter
                                                               ,
                   And if any of my friends ask for help
                                                         .
                                                                                               don'
                                       -
                   t
                   refuse Only of my own free will Only when called
                   upon          .    .                                            .










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