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I was no longer afraid I controlled not only others

                   I controlled myself                   .            .

                                  .
                   My essence remained unchanged. I could be

                                                                             .
                   anyone, take on any form                                          ,
                   feel any power                                  and still
                                        ,
                   remain an enigma                      .







                             What lies behind the throne
                                  ,

                   That secret game with my image                               dark
                   alluring, almost indecent                               more and more
                                                                                             ,
                   often          ,

                   reminded me of itself It called from the depths
                   like a voice coming through a dream, barely                                ,
                                                      .
                   barely discernible but insistent I knew that
                                      ,
                                                                                     :
                                                                        .
                   you can't sit on the throne forever Even power
                                                                                        ,
                                         ,
                   becomes boring if it does not change its form                                     .
                                                                            .
                                      ,
                   At such moments, I left my slaves at
                   the foot of the             loyal, obedient, slightly

                   confused Sometimes                       she would simply lock them
                                                          ,
                                                                                ,
                   in                      .
                   They even liked it

                   Restriction and deprivation                      their favorite
                                .
                                                                             .
                   form of affection
                                           ,
                              .
                                   disappeared Disappeared to attend to her
                   herself     .                    . own affairs                                    ,
                   And she  .
                                .







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