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     Something else was calling me Full of sensations
                                                      .
                                                                                      ,
                   brightness of strange states deceptive
                   freedom and true dissolution The world
                                                                          ,
                                  ,
                   transformations World where I could be anyone
                                                                                     .
                   I wanted Where I didn't have to hold back
                                                        ,
                                               .
                   a mask       only feel                             .
                                .
                   I caught myself thinking these thoughts more and
                   more often. How                                                           .
                   let go How to say How not to betray them                                        ,
                   Don't devalue what was between us                                        ?
                                      ?
                                                               ?
                                                    ,
                   I haven't cooled off. I've just changed.
                                                                                  .
                                             .
                   And even though I didn't know the exact words yet
                   chose the moment, but somewhere inside I already
                                                                                      ,
                   a farewell chord sounded                    -     .
                                                   ,
                   It's not time to talk yet                            . But he was already
                   .        .             .
                                                                        .
                                                                         .
                   Playing with fire Collar choice and escape
                                                            ,
                   An ordinary evening I left my slaves
                   Obedient, trained, almost invisible
                                              .
                                      ,
                                                              ,
                   the throne. I had a strange feeling in my heart,
                                                                                          :
                              .
                   like
                   as if I were removing the robes of power and
                   remaining
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