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is rapidly fading. My human
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My mind struggles with imposed instincts
I want to run away, hide under a rock .

My skin is a mirror My movements whisper I
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different And I am beautiful
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No one knew who I was at that moment And
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that's probably why I was free . .
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Not . Not an actress Not a cat Not a doll ,
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Not the hostess Only the Lizard
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Dry air Long fingers Smooth .
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No turning of the head No haste No shame No words
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I didn't want to command I didn't want to serve
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I just stood there. I watched. I breathe .d.
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And for the first time in a long time I felt
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like I was not a stage not a role but a being
A new version of myself A little detached .
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A little cold But absolutely real .
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