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was  clearly  doing  the  Deadmother’s  work.  I  tried  to  tell
            myself it was all a fantastic and calculated gamble, the slain
            wolves a necessary sacrifice. Yet the barer truth had finally
            loomed too large to ignore—I was killing my own, and it
            wasn’t at all clear how that was a good thing. Of course,
            whether I found the game to my liking or not, I would be
            forced  to  play  along,  lest  I  become  merely  another  name
            scratched off a list.
               For  days,  I  lingered  the  field  and  the  forest,  sleeping
            away the sun and haunting the thickets by night, using the
            cover of darkness to raise a great and terrible monument.
            I  hoped  my  newest  piece  would  somehow  exonerate  my
            crimes, allowing the spirits comprising its wicked teeth and
            mournful eyes to spread a dream as wild and hungry as fire.
            My project took me a little over a week to complete, and
            with the exception of my family, she was my best piece.
               Standing over thirty feet tall, she scraped her head against
            the ceiling of the forest, dominating the shadows. She wore
            many ferocious heads, each one grinning through staggered
            lines of eager teeth. Her central face beamed with beautiful,
            blind eyes filled with the soft patter of spring rain, staring
            into places where sight failed the visions dreams alone could
            bear. Upon her head, a crown fashioned from the bones of
            hunting  birds.  Her  dress  I  made  from  feathers  and  flesh.
            Many and canine were her legs, each foot tipped with large
            claws projecting red and wicked beneath an ample, flowing
            gown. Covered entirely by her dress, her torso was a temple
            made of wolves, where interlocking ribcages sheltered the
            phantom rhythms of seven dead hearts. Like her many heads,
            they were arranged to honor the woman who had destroyed
            me. I placed her at the rim of the forest, where her sightless
            eyes could stare down the sun without wincing.
               When I crept into Black River City, I found it sparsely
            populated,  and only by persons who seemed glad for the
            relative isolation. Many of the citizens moved about by night
            and sang to themselves  as they  went down dark curving
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