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what kind of song we were singing. We buried the woman
            under our combined weight.
               “I was still singing when I ripped and tore at her with my
            thin  painted  fingernails. Yet  there  was  something  missing
            from my song, something that my new family had long
            understood, that my stomach had been burning for. Then it
            came to me—I plunged my teeth into the woman’s chest and
            ate out her heart.
               “You  should  have  heard  us  howl!  I  was  laughing  and
            gorging at the same time, hugging and kissing my new
            family. The blood was everywhere, all over my clothes and
            hands, drizzling down the back of my throat. It was glorious!
            I was happy, and I was safe. I was home.
               “I  wasn’t  scared  anymore.  I  didn’t  even  miss  the  old
            world.  In  fact,  I  wanted  nothing  more  to  do  with  it.  It’s
            surprising how quickly you can change when you have to.
            And that was just the beginning. We would change so much
            more by the time the rest of the world woke up. Speaking
            of change, I finally got rid of those lousy slippers. The red
            sneakers were a perfect fit.
               “I found the world much more to my liking back then,
            when everything was simply meat and darkness. Even though
            I was built from Sunday shoes and daytime television, it was
            the absence of all those things that really cleared me up and
            put a good sharp edge on me. The Darkness made me aware
            of what I could be, showed me my calling, I guess you could
            say. But all that was just a big pile of dry kindling for the fire
            in my belly, a fire that was just as gigantic as was the world’s
            supply of thick, delicious meat. The fire burned so bright, I
            could actually see by it, for God’s sake. It was like the sun
            was all nestled up deep inside my guts, shining across the
            world through my hunger, letting me see through a spectrum
            of gluttony.
               “My appetite proved  contagious,  too.  Soon, it  spread
            to  my  new  family.  It  burnt  away  everything  that  wasn’t
            needed—eyes, fur, memories, and all other useless organs
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