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vanishing mother. But she was gone, and my sadness knelt
            beside the sobbing memory of Marvin’s misery.
               I needed to know more. I had to find another memory
            somewhere in the dream. I entered the ruined RV, searching.
            I  flung  a  cupboard  door  open  and  watched  as  the  space
            beyond stretched  out and became  a dark hole, leading
            somewhere deeper. Tearing away the old dream to get to the
            newer one beneath, I clamored into the hole, struggling over
            the corpses I suddenly realized were all but choking the small
            space. I heard something crashing behind me. Desperately, I
            scrambled through the narrow, earthy passage.
               Again, the tunnel yielded a room, this time a closet. I was
            looking down into it from a small heating vent, where I heard
            the  whimpering  of  a  child.  It  was  Marvin  again,  and  this
            time, he spoke to me. “You think she’s your mother, don’t
            you?”  said  the  miniature  Marvin,  standing  on  his  tiptoes,
            whispering into the vent. “In that case, I should tell you— “
               Something exploded into the tunnel behind me.
               Child-Marvin  giggled  at the  monstrous interruption,
            whispering, “You’re going to have to bleed for this one, I
            think.”
               A titan hand wrapped around my ankles and pulled me
            from the tunnel. The transition from crawling to dangling
            was almost instantaneous as the hand quickly moved from
            my ankle to my throat. The grip was unbelievably strong.
            Again,  my  father  held  me  in  his  hand.  “Where  are  you
            crawling away to, whelp?” He was a specter of blood and
            fire. The previous dream-memory had ignited beneath his
            rage, and only the closet door remained, smoldering, covered
            in scratches made by the tiniest of fingernails.
               “Release me, Father,” I said, despite the pressure applied
            to my neck. He held me up to the fires of his eyes. It had been
            some time since I had cause to look upon him for so long,
            and with such scrutiny. I searched his nearly indecipherable
            expression for some sign of an underlying  motive.  What
            was it I was not to know? My request was met with greater
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