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with only its wings and the open air, it yearns for more,
            and so drowns itself in the night, every night, looking for
            something. What it seeks no one knows, not even the moth.
            It simply knows that what is, is all wrong—and there must
            be something greater  hiding behind the night’s darkness,
            something more wonderful than even tireless wings and an
            infinity of night could ever provide.
               “It  is  as  if  the  moth’s  entire  life  were  designed  for  a
            singular purpose—escape. Or perhaps it was merely designed
            to believe that it exists in a place that needs escaping from,
            and  that  its  nightly  passions  are  somehow  sufficient  to
            locate a way out. A dream, you understand, takes wing into
            the unknown as well, traveling and never arriving, always
            searching for an exit and rarely finding one.”
               Obviously,  I  disagreed  with  his  characterization  of  the
            Deadworld,  as it  could  never  be  decorated—it  can  only
            ingest  beauty, leaving  behind  the  dry bones of devoured
            dreams.  Yet the man’s expertise lay in dreams and not
            the waking world, so I forgave the mistake—although his
            characterization of the butterfly was indeed correct.
               He looked  away from the  whirling  moths and stared
            straight at me, smiling slightly. “But you did not come
            here  to  talk  about  butterflies,  did  you?  No,  you  want  to
            know about the moths—about those strange dreams you’re
            having.” I nodded, and his eyes took on a strange energy,
            as if they were aglow in some other spectrum of light, or
            darkness. He directed his undetectably radiant gaze beyond
            the gaping hole in his ceiling, freeing his vision into the wet
            black sky. The rain was light, its soft patter blending easily
            with the gentle breeze.
               “This  place,”  he continued,  “the  entire  city, has rested
            upon the precipice of some hazy and forgotten dreamworld
            ever since the daemon-sleep arrived from beyond our
            furthest nightmares. I’ve been dreaming myself closer and
            closer to that world every day and night, stealing into its
            pallid, high-walled lanes, eating of its food, spending my
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