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his angry little hounds. Now, while I’m a big fan of wolves,
            I’ve  never  considered  myself  a  suitable  analogue  for  the
            hairy things. Besides, everything boiled  down, we’re all
            predators. And it should go without saying that any living
            thing could be, from the right rhetorical angle, analogized
            to wolves. It’s really quite a lazy comparison, if I’m being
            honest.”
               He carried on in a relaxed and casual manner, as if we
            were old friends conversing over coffee. “Now, those that
            I must rescue from the path most trampled, they could be
            wolves—nearly  programmed,  from  embryo  to  corpse,
            to wander the paths they walk. No, that’s not quite right,
            is  it? They  don’t  even  wander,  those  two-faced  buffoons.
            Wandering would imply that they begrudged chance some
            teeny-weeny sway over their lives. But that’s rarely the case.
            Never the case, actually. Well, until now.
               “You know, Family Man, I never sorted out a life that
            faced  the  right  way  before—those  with  only  one  face,  I
            mean to say. Take this one here, the one I’m wearing. It’s
            the likeness of the Boiler Man. We met a short while ago.
            Wonderful fella, I have to say. He exhausted every last bit
            of his potential, practically wrung it out with his bare hands.
            He was a man who willed his way through the world—
            every  curiosity  satisfied,  all  chances  taken. What  the  hell
            business  do  I  have  with  his  face?  Sure,  I’m  wearing  it.
            More as an apology than anything else. But he has no other
            face, nothing hidden. He is what he concealed. And I killed
            him—I destroyed what I’ve spent a lifetime promoting. And
            yet, here I am—here we are—chasing victory over top the
            bodies of our brethren. Still, I can feel the hidden face of
            the world, the right one—slowly turning around, with every
            “wolf” I topple. So, I suppose that makes it all just hunky-
            dory! But perhaps you feel differently? Speaking of different,
            I do sense a sort of incompleteness to you, a hidden face,
            something I could properly wear . . . .


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