Page 6 - My Darkest Desire
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Dangerous pleasure
was thinking about was those lips and how
much I wanted to bite them we reached to
the dorm and I fell on the bed I’m so drunk
Josh: do you need help Me: no what I
need is to take a shower but I won’t if I go
alone Josh; are you asking me to shower
with you ? Me: no I’m asking you to sit
there and watch me shower or do you
prefer me dirty Josh: are you okay you do
realize it would be impossible for me to just
sit there and watch and plus you are drunk
so I don’t think that will happen I really like
you but I don’t think this is the way to go. I
was so drunk but the words that came out
of his mouth made me so sad I turned my
face and lie on my bed but couldn’t fall
asleep just thinking about him about how
much I wanted him inside me .
I have been avoiding josh the past month
just small talk nothing more I was so
ashamed that I had thrown myself at him
and he turned me down me and Julie