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expression, without appearing to have seen me, but with an
         intensity, a half-hidden smile which I was unable to inter-
         pret, according to the instruction I had received in the ways
         of good breeding, save as a mark of infinite disgust; and her
         hand, at the same time, sketched in the air an indelicate ges-
         ture, for which, when it was addressed in public to a person
         whom one did not know, the little dictionary of manners
         which I carried in my mind supplied only one meaning,
         namely, a deliberate insult.
            ‘Gilberte, come along; what are you doing?’ called out
         in a piercing tone of authority a lady in white, whom I had
         not seen until that moment, while, a little way beyond her,
         a gentleman in a suit of linen ‘ducks,’ whom I did not know
         either, stared at me with eyes which seemed to be starting
         from  his  head;  the  little  girl’s  smile  abruptly  faded,  and,
         seizing  her  trowel,  she  made  off  without  turning  to  look
         again hi my direction, with an air of obedience, inscrutable
         and sly.
            And so was wafted to my ears the name of Gilberte, be-
         stowed on me like a talisman which might, perhaps, enable
         me some day to rediscover her whom its syllables had just
         endowed  with  a  definite  personality,  whereas,  a  moment
         earlier,  she  had  been  only  something  vaguely  seen.  So  it
         came to me, uttered across the heads of the stocks and jas-
         mines, pungent and cool as the drops which fell from the
         green watering-pipe; impregnating and irradiating the zone
         of pure air through which it had passed, which it set apart
         and isolated from all other air, with the mystery of the life
         of her whom its syllables designated to the happy creatures

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