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Vision fugitive...; In matters such as this ‘Tis best to close
         one’s eyes.
            A few months later, if my grandfather asked Swann’s new
         friend ‘What about Swann? Do you still see as much of him
         as ever?’ the other’s face would lengthen: ‘Never mention
         his name to me again!’
            ‘But I thought that you were such friends...’
            He  had  been  intimate  in  this  way  for  several  months
         with some cousins of my grandmother, dining almost every
         evening at their house. Suddenly, and without any warn-
         ing, he ceased to appear. They supposed him to be ill, and
         the lady of the house was going to send to inquire for him
         when, in her kitchen, she found a letter in his hand, which
         her cook had left by accident in the housekeeping book. In
         this he announced that he was leaving Paris and would not
         be able to come to the house again. The cook had been his
         mistress, and at the moment of breaking off relations she
         was the only one of the household whom he had thought it
         necessary to inform.
            But when his mistress for the time being was a woman in
         society, or at least one whose birth was not so lowly, nor her
         position so irregular that he was unable to arrange for her
         reception in ‘society,’ then for her sake he would return to it,
         but only to the particular orbit in which she moved or into
         which he had drawn her. ‘No good depending on Swann
         for this evening,’ people would say; ‘don’t you remember,
         it’s his American’s night at the Opera?’ He would secure in-
         vitations for her to the most exclusive drawing-rooms, to
         those houses where he himself went regularly, for weekly

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