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degree of harmony with the locality and surroundings of
         the houses for which the rooms are planned.
            And  yet  nothing  could  have  differed  more  utterly,  ei-
         ther, from the real Balbec than that other Balbec of which
         I had often dreamed, on stormy days, when the wind was
         so strong that Françoise, as she took me to the Champs-
         Elysées, would warn me not to walk too near the side of
         the street, or I might have my head knocked off by a falling
         slate, and would recount to me, with many lamentations,
         the terrible disasters and shipwrecks that were reported in
         the newspaper. I longed for nothing more than to behold a
         storm at sea, less as a mighty spectacle than as a momentary
         revelation of the true life of nature; or rather there were for
         me no mighty spectacles save those which I knew to be not
         artificially composed for my entertainment, but necessary
         and unalterable,—the beauty of landscapes or of great works
         of art. I was not curious, I did not thirst to know anything
         save what I believed to be more genuine than myself, what
         had for me the supreme merit of shewing me a fragment of
         the mind of a great genius, or of the force or the grace of
         nature as she appeared when left entirely to herself, without
         human interference. Just as the lovely sound of her voice,
         reproduced, all by itself, upon the phonograph, could never
         console a man for the loss of his mother, so a mechanical
         imitation of a storm would have left me as cold as did the
         illuminated fountains at the Exhibition. I required also, if
         the storm was to be absolutely genuine, that the shore from
         which I watched it should be a natural shore, not an em-
         bankment recently constructed by a municipality. Besides,

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