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the prince, and retired silently to a corner of the room, hid-
       ing his face in his hands. He was overcome by a feeling of
       inexpressible shame; his boyish sensitiveness was wounded
       beyond  endurance.  It  seemed  to  him  that  something  ex-
       traordinary, some sudden catastrophe had occurred, and
       that he was almost the cause of it, because he had read the
       article aloud.
         Yet all the others were similarly affected. The girls were
       uncomfortable  and  ashamed.  Lizabetha  Prokofievna  re-
       strained  her  violent  anger  by  a  great  effort;  perhaps  she
       bitterly regretted her interference in the matter; for the pres-
       ent she kept silence. The prince felt as very shy people often
       do in such a case; he was so ashamed of the conduct of other
       people, so humiliated for his guests, that he dared not look
       them in the face. Ptitsin, Varia, Gania, and Lebedeff him-
       self,  all  looked  rather  confused.  Stranger  still,  Hippolyte
       and the ‘son of Pavlicheff’ also seemed slightly surprised,
       and Lebedeff’s nephew was obviously far from pleased. The
       boxer alone was perfectly calm; he twisted his moustaches
       with affected dignity, and if his eyes were cast down it was
       certainly not in confusion, but rather in noble modesty, as if
       he did not wish to be insolent in his triumph. It was evident
       that he was delighted with the article.
         ‘The devil knows what it means,’ growled Ivan Fedoro-
       vitch, under his breath; ‘it must have taken the united wits
       of fifty footmen to write it.’
         ‘May I ask your reason for such an insulting supposition,
       sir?’ said Hippolyte, trembling with rage.
         You will admit yourself, general, that for an honourable
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