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told them nothing about it, and they didn’t know they were
       saying goodbye for the last time. I’m sorry for Varia, and for
       Gania too; he isn’t half a bad fellow, in spite of his faults, and
       I shall never forgive myself for not liking him before! I don’t
       know whether I ought to continue to go to the Epanchins’
       now,’ concluded Colia—‘ I like to be quite independent of
       others, and of other people’s quarrels if I can; but I must
       think over it.’
         ‘I  don’t  think  you  need  break  your  heart  over  Gania,’
       said the prince; ‘for if what you say is true, he must be con-
       sidered  dangerous  in  the  Epanchin  household,  and  if  so,
       certain hopes of his must have been encouraged.’
         ‘What? What hopes?’ cried Colia; ‘you surely don’t mean
       Aglaya?— oh, no!—‘
         ‘You’re  a  dreadful  sceptic,  prince,’  he  continued,  after
       a moment’s silence. ‘I have observed of late that you have
       grown sceptical about everything. You don’t seem to believe
       in people as you did, and are always attributing motives and
       so on—am I using the word ‘sceptic’ in its proper sense?’
         ‘I believe so; but I’m not sure.’
         ‘Well, I’ll change it, right or wrong; I’ll say that you are
       not  sceptical,  but  JEALOUS.  There!  you  are  deadly  jeal-
       ous of Gania, over a certain proud damsel! Come!’ Colia
       jumped up, with these words, and burst out laughing. He
       laughed as he had perhaps never laughed before, and still
       more when he saw the prince flushing up to his temples. He
       was delighted that the prince should be jealous about Agla-
       ya.  However,  he  stopped  immediately  on  seeing  that  the
       other was really hurt, and the conversation continued, very
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