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periods of recovery. He remembered them dimly, because
       they were spent chiefly in sleep or stupor. He remembered
       a cell with a plank bed, a sort of shelf sticking out from the
       wall, and a tin wash-basin, and meals of hot soup and bread
       and sometimes coffee. He remembered a surly barber arriv-
       ing to scrape his chin and crop his hair, and businesslike,
       unsympathetic men in white coats feeling his pulse, tapping
       his reflexes, turning up his eyelids, running harsh fingers
       over him in search for broken bones, and shooting needles
       into his arm to make him sleep.
         The beatings grew less frequent, and became mainly a
       threat, a horror to which he could be sent back at any mo-
       ment when his answers were unsatisfactory. His questioners
       now were not ruffians in black uniforms but Party intellec-
       tuals, little rotund men with quick movements and flashing
       spectacles, who worked on him in relays over periods which
       lasted—he  thought,  he  could  not  be  sure—ten  or  twelve
       hours at a stretch. These other questioners saw to it that he
       was in constant slight pain, but it was not chiefly pain that
       they relied on. They slapped his face, wrung his ears, pulled
       his hair, made him stand on one leg, refused him leave to
       urinate, shone glaring lights in his face until his eyes ran
       with water; but the aim of this was simply to humiliate him
       and destroy his power of arguing and reasoning. Their real
       weapon was the merciless questioning that went on and on,
       hour after hour, tripping him up, laying traps for him, twist-
       ing everything that he said, convicting him at every step of
       lies and self-contradiction until he began weeping as much
       from shame as from nervous fatigue. Sometimes he would

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