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Miss Archer, let me lose all I possess!’
            She wondered whether he meant this for a reminder that
         he was rich, and, on the instant, felt sure that he didn’t. He
         was sinking that, as he would have said himself; and indeed
         he might safely leave it to the memory of any interlocutor,
         especially of one to whom he was offering his hand. Isabel
         had prayed that she might not be agitated, and her mind was
         tranquil enough, even while she listened and asked herself
         what it was best she should say, to indulge in this incidental
         criticism. What she should say, had she asked herself? Her
         foremost wish was to say something if possible not less kind
         than what he had said to her. His words had carried perfect
         conviction with them; she felt she did, all so mysteriously,
         matter to him. ‘I thank you more than I can say for your of-
         fer,’ she returned at last. ‘It does me great honour.’
            ‘Ah, don’t say that!’ he broke out. ‘I was afraid you’d say
         something like that. I don’t see what you’ve to do with that
         sort  of  thing.  I  don’t  see  why  you  should  thank  me—it’s
         I who ought to thank you for listening to me: a man you
         know so little coming down to you with such a thumper!
         Of course it’s a great question; I must tell you that I’d rath-
         er ask it than have it to answer myself. But the way you’ve
         listened—or at least your having listened at all—gives me
         some hope.’
            ‘Don’t hope too much,’ Isabel said.
            ‘Oh, Miss Archer!’ her companion murmured, smiling
         again, in his seriousness, as if such a warning might per-
         haps be taken but as the play of high spirits, the exuberance
         of elation.

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