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ed this young lady on her augmentations and begged to be
         excused from doing so.
            ‘If Mr. Touchett had consulted me about leaving you the
         money,’ she frankly asserted, ‘I’d have said to him ‘Never!’
            ‘I see,’ Isabel had answered, ‘You think it will prove a
         curse in disguise. Perhaps it will.’
            ‘Leave  it  to  some  one  you  care  less  for—that’s  what  I
         should have said.’
            ‘To yourself for instance?’ Isabel suggested jocosely. And
         then, ‘Do you really believe it will ruin me?’ she asked in
         quite another tone.
            ‘I hope it won’t ruin you; but it will certainly confirm
         your dangerous tendencies.’
            ‘Do you mean the love of luxury—of extravagance?’
            ‘No, no,’ said Henrietta; ‘I mean your exposure on the
         moral side. I approve of luxury; I think we ought to be as
         elegant as possible. Look at the luxury of our western cities;
         I’ve seen nothing over here to compare with it. I hope you’ll
         never become grossly sensual; but I’m not afraid of that. The
         peril for you is that you live too much in the world of your
         own  dreams.  You’re  not  enough  in  contact  with  reality-
         with the toiling, striving, suffering, I may even say sinning,
         world that surrounds you. You’re too fastidious; you’ve too
         many  graceful  illusions.  Your  newly-acquired  thousands
         will shut you up more and more to the society of a few self-
         ish and heartless people who will be interested in keeping
         them up.’
            Isabel’s eyes expanded as she gazed at this lurid scene.
         ‘What are my illusions?’ she asked. ‘I try so hard not to have

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