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ity of his person. Blighted and battered, but still responsive
         and still ironic, his face was like a lighted lantern patched
         with paper and unsteadily held; his thin whisker languished
         upon a lean cheek; the exorbitant curve of his nose defined
         itself more sharply. Lean he was altogether, lean and long
         and loose-jointed; an accidental cohesion of relaxed angles.
         His brown velvet jacket had become perennial; his hands
         had fixed themselves in his pockets; he shambled and stum-
         bled and shuffled in a manner that denoted great physical
         helplessness. It was perhaps this whimsical gait that helped
         to mark his character more than ever as that of the humor-
         ous invalid-the invalid for whom even his own disabilities
         are part of the general joke. They might well indeed with
         Ralph have been the chief cause of the want of seriousness
         marking his view of a world in which the reason for his own
         continued presence was past finding out. Isabel had grown
         fond of his ugliness; his awkwardness had become dear to
         her. They had been sweetened by association; they struck
         her as the very terms on which it had been given him to be
         charming. He was so charming that her sense of his being
         ill had hitherto had a sort of comfort in it; the state of his
         health had seemed not a limitation, but a kind of intellectual
         advantage; it absolved him from all professional and official
         emotions and left him the luxury of being exclusively per-
         sonal. The personality so resulting was delightful; he had
         remained proof against the staleness of disease; he had had
         to consent to be deplorably ill, yet had somehow escaped
         being formally sick. Such had been the girl’s impression of
         her cousin; and when she had pitied him it was only on re-

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