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him,’ said this excellent woman’s pupil. ‘It’s very delightful;
I think you’ll suit very well.’
‘You think I shall suit you?’
‘You’ll suit me beautifully; but what I mean is that you
and papa will suit each other. You’re both so quiet and so
serious. You’re not so quiet as he-or even as Madame Merle;
but you’re more quiet than many others. He should not for
instance have a wife like my aunt. She’s always in motion,
in agitation-to-day especially; you’ll see when she comes in.
They told us at the convent it was wrong to judge our elders,
but I suppose there’s no harm if we judge them favourably.
You’ll be a delightful companion for papa.’
‘For you too, I hope,’ Isabel said.
‘I speak first of him on purpose. I’ve told you already
what I myself think of you; I liked you from the first. I ad-
mire you so much that I think it will be a good fortune to
have you always before me. You’ll be my model; I shall try to
imitate you though I’m afraid it will be very feeble. I’m very
glad for papa-he needed something more than me. Without
you I don’t see how he could have got it. You’ll be my step-
mother, but we mustn’t use that word. They’re always said
to be cruel; but I don’t think you’ll ever so much as pinch or
even push me. I’m not afraid at all.’
‘My good little Pansy,’ said Isabel gently, ‘I shall be ever
so kind to you.’ A vague, inconsequent vision of her coming
in some odd way to need it had intervened with the effect
of a chill.
‘Very well then, I’ve nothing to fear,’ the child returned
with her note of prepared promptitude. What teaching she

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