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in taking her precautions.
            One day about a month after Ralph Touchett’s arrival in
         Rome Isabel came back from a walk with Pansy. It was not
         only a part of her general determination to be just that she
         was at present very thankful for Pansy-it was also a part of
         her tenderness for things that were pure and weak. Pansy
         was dear to her, and there was nothing else in her life that
         had the rightness of the young creature’s attachment or the
         sweetness of her own clearness about it. It was like a soft
         presence-like a small hand in her own; on Pansy’s part it
         was more than an affection-it was a kind of ardent coercive
         faith. On her own side her sense of the girl’s dependence
         was more than a pleasure; it operated as a definite reason
         when motives threatened to fail her. She had said to herself
         that we must take our duty where we find it, and that we
         must look for it as much as possible. Pansy’s sympathy was
         a direct admonition; it seemed to say that here was an op-
         portunity, not eminent perhaps, but unmistakeable. Yet an
         opportunity for what Isabel could hardly have said; in gen-
         eral, to be more for the child than the child was able to be for
         herself. Isabel could have smiled, in these days, to remem-
         ber that her little companion had once been ambiguous, for
         she now perceived that Pansy’s ambiguities were simply her
         own grossness of vision. She had been unable to believe any
         one could care so much-so extraordinarily much-to please.
         But since then she had seen this delicate faculty in opera-
         tion, and now she knew what to think of it. It was the whole
         creature-it was a sort of genius. Pansy had no pride to inter-
         fere with it, and though she was constantly extending her

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