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from that world, to her so remote and alien. She could not
         understand why he was so particularly animated and happy
         when, after getting up at daybreak and spending the whole
         morning in the fields or on the threshing floor, he returned
         from the sowing or mowing or reaping to have tea with her.
         She did not understand why he spoke with such admira-
         tion and delight of the farming of the thrifty and well-to-do
         peasant Matthew Ermishin, who with his family had carted
         corn all night; or of the fact that his (Nicholas’) sheaves were
         already stacked before anyone else had his harvest in. She
         did not understand why he stepped out from the window
         to the veranda and smiled under his mustache and winked
         so joyfully, when warm steady rain began to fall on the dry
         and thirsty shoots of the young oats, or why when the wind
         carried away a threatening cloud during the hay harvest he
         would return from the barn, flushed, sunburned, and per-
         spiring, with a smell of wormwood and gentian in his hair
         and, gleefully rubbing his hands, would say: ‘Well, one more
         day and my grain and the peasants’ will all be under cover.’
            Still less did she understand why he, kindhearted and al-
         ways ready to anticipate her wishes, should become almost
         desperate when she brought him a petition from some peas-
         ant men or women who had appealed to her to be excused
         some work; why he, that kind Nicholas, should obstinately
         refuse her, angrily asking her not to interfere in what was
         not her business. She felt he had a world apart, which he
         loved  passionately  and  which  had  laws  she  had  not  fath-
         omed.
            Sometimes when, trying to understand him, she spoke

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