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Anna Karenina




                                                        Chapter 13


                                     After dinner, and till the beginning of the evening,
                                  Kitty was feeling a sensation akin to the sensation of a
                                  young man before a battle. Her heat throbbed violently,
                                  and her thoughts would not rest on anything.
                                     She felt that this evening, when they would both meet
                                  for the first time, would be a turning point in her life. And
                                  she was continually picturing them to herself, at one
                                  moment each separately, and then both together. When
                                  she mused on the past, she dwelt with pleasure, with
                                  tenderness, on the memories of her relations with Levin.
                                  The memories of childhood and of Levin’s friendship with
                                  her dead brother gave a special poetic charm to her
                                  relations with him. His love for her, of which she felt
                                  certain, was flattering and delightful to her; and it was
                                  pleasant for her to think of Levin. In her memories of
                                  Vronsky there always entered a certain element of
                                  awkwardness, though he was in the highest degree well-
                                  bred and at ease, as though there were some false note—
                                  not in Vronsky, he was very simple and nice, but in
                                  herself, while with Levin she felt perfectly simple and
                                  clear. But, on the other hand, directly she thought of the




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