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Anna Karenina


                                  way of looking at it, which they shared with millions of
                                  people. The proof that they  knew for a certainty the
                                  nature of death lay in the fact that they knew without a
                                  second of hesitation how to deal with the dying, and were

                                  not frightened of them. Levin and other men like him,
                                  though they could have said a great deal about death,
                                  obviously did not know this since they were afraid of
                                  death, and were absolutely at a loss what to do when
                                  people were dying. If Levin had been alone now with his
                                  brother Nikolay, he would have looked at him with
                                  terror, and with still greater terror waited, and would not
                                  have known what else to do.
                                     More than that, he did not know what to say, how to
                                  look, how to move. To talk of outside things seemed to
                                  him shocking, impossible, to talk of death and depressing
                                  subjects—also impossible. To be silent, also impossible. ‘If
                                  I look at him he will think I am studying him, I am afraid;
                                  if I don’t look at him, he’ll think I’m thinking of other
                                  things. If I walk on tiptoe, he will be vexed; to tread
                                  firmly, I’m ashamed.’ Kitty evidently did not think of
                                  herself, and had no time to think about herself: she was
                                  thinking about him because she knew something, and all
                                  went well. She told him about herself even and about her
                                  wedding, and smiled and sympathized with him and



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