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Anna Karenina


                                  the overhanging branches of a birch tree. Watching the
                                  streak of smoke, Sergey Ivanovitch walked gently on,
                                  deliberating on his position.
                                     ‘Why not?’ he thought. ‘If it were only a passing fancy

                                  or a passion, if it were only  this attraction—this mutual
                                  attraction (I can call it a MUTUAL attraction), but if I felt
                                  that it was in contradiction with the whole bent of my
                                  life—if I felt that in giving way to this attraction I should
                                  be false to my vocation and my duty...but it’s not so. The
                                  only thing I can say against it is that, when I lost Marie, I
                                  said to myself that I would remain faithful to her memory.
                                  That’s the only thing I can say against my feeling.... That’s
                                  a great thing,’ Sergey Ivanovitch said to himself, feeling at
                                  the same time that this consideration had not the slightest
                                  importance for him personally, but would only perhaps
                                  detract from his romantic character in the eyes of others.
                                  ‘But apart from that, however much I searched, I should
                                  never find anything to say against my feeling. If I were
                                  choosing by considerations of suitability alone, I could not
                                  have found anything better.’
                                     However many women and girls he thought of whom
                                  he knew, he could not think of a girl who united to such
                                  a degree all, positively all, the qualities he would wish to
                                  see in his wife. She had all the charm and freshness of



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