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Anna Karenina


                                  curls, he will find something better still, just as my
                                  disgusting, pitiful, and charming husband does.’
                                     Dolly made no answer, she merely sighed. Anna
                                  noticed this sigh, indicating dissent, and she went on. In

                                  her armory she had other arguments so strong that no
                                  answer could be made to them.
                                     ‘Do you say that it’s not right? But you must consider,’
                                  she went on; ‘you forget my position. How can I desire
                                  children? I’m not speaking of the suffering, I’m not afraid
                                  of that. Think only, what are my children to be? Ill-fated
                                  children, who will have to bear a stranger’s name. For the
                                  very fact of their birth they will be forced to be ashamed
                                  of their mother, their father, their birth.’
                                     ‘But that is just why a divorce is necessary.’ But Anna
                                  did not hear her. She longed to give utterance to all the
                                  arguments with which she had so many times convinced
                                  herself.
                                     ‘What is reason given me for, if I am not to use it to
                                  avoid bringing unhappy beings into the world!’ She
                                  looked at Dolly, but without waiting for a reply she went
                                  on:
                                     ‘I should always feel I  had wronged these unhappy
                                  children,’ she said. ‘If they are not, at any rate they are not





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