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Anna Karenina


                                  at that point, with an unmistakable desire to wound her
                                  too, he had said:
                                     ‘I feel no interest in your infatuation over this girl,
                                  that’s true, because I see it’s unnatural.’

                                     The cruelty with which he shattered the world she had
                                  built up for herself so laboriously to enable her to endure
                                  her hard life, the injustice with which he had accused her
                                  of affectation, of artificiality, aroused her.
                                     ‘I am very sorry that nothing but what’s coarse and
                                  material is comprehensible and natural to you,’ she said
                                  and walked out of the room.
                                     When he had come in to her yesterday evening, they
                                  had not referred to the quarrel, but both felt that the
                                  quarrel had been smoothed over, but was not at an end.
                                     Today he had not been at home all day, and she felt so
                                  lonely and wretched in being on bad terms with him that
                                  she wanted to forget it all, to forgive him, and be
                                  reconciled with him; she wanted to throw the blame on
                                  herself and to justify him.
                                     ‘I am myself to blame. I’m irritable, I’m insanely
                                  jealous. I will make it up with him, and we’ll go away to
                                  the country; there I shall be more at peace.’
                                     ‘Unnatural!’ she suddenly recalled the word that had
                                  stung her most of all, not so much the word itself as the



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