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Anna Karenina


                                  that other people and she herself could regard him as
                                  worthy of her.
                                     After spending two months in Moscow in a state of
                                  enchantment, seeing Kitty almost every day in society,

                                  into which he went so as to meet her, he abruptly decided
                                  that it could not be, and went back to the country.
                                     Levin’s conviction that it could not be was founded on
                                  the idea that in the eyes of her family he was a
                                  disadvantageous and worthless match for the charming
                                  Kitty, and that Kitty herself could not love him. In her
                                  family’s eyes he had no ordinary, definite career and
                                  position in society, while his contemporaries by this time,
                                  when he was thirty-two, were already, one a colonel, and
                                  another a professor, another director of a bank and
                                  railways, or president of a board like Oblonsky. But he (he
                                  knew very well how he must appear to others) was a
                                  country gentleman, occupied in breeding cattle, shooting
                                  game, and building barns; in other words, a fellow of no
                                  ability, who had not turned out well, and who was doing
                                  just what, according to the ideas of the world, is done by
                                  people fit for nothing else.
                                     The mysterious, enchanting Kitty herself could not
                                  love such an ugly person as he conceived himself to be,
                                  and, above all, such an ordinary, in no way striking



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