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Anna Karenina


                                  but falsity; though in passing through these difficult
                                  moments he had not once thought of seeking guidance in
                                  religion, yet now, when his conclusion corresponded, as it
                                  seemed to him, with the requirements of religion, this

                                  religious sanction to his decision gave him complete
                                  satisfaction, and to some extent restored his peace of mind.
                                  He was pleased to think that, even in such an important
                                  crisis in life, no one would be able to say that he had not
                                  acted in accordance with the principles of that religion
                                  whose banner he had always held aloft amid the general
                                  coolness and indifference. As he pondered over subsequent
                                  developments, Alexey Alexandrovitch did not see, indeed,
                                  why his relations with his wife should not remain
                                  practically the same as before. No doubt, she could never
                                  regain his esteem, but there was not, and there could not
                                  be, any sort of reason that his existence should be
                                  troubled, and that he should suffer because she was a bad
                                  and faithless wife. ‘Yes, time will pass; time, which
                                  arranges all things, and the old relations will be
                                  reestablished,’ Alexey Alexandrovitch told himself; ‘so far
                                  reestablished, that is, that I shall not be sensible of a break
                                  in the continuity of my life. She is bound to be unhappy,
                                  but I am not to blame, and so I cannot be unhappy.’





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