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Anna Karenina


                                  of his conviction; but this warm defense, though it could
                                  not shake him, reopened his wound. He began to speak
                                  with greater heat.
                                     ‘It is extremely difficult to be mistaken when a wife

                                  herself informs her husband of the fact—informs him that
                                  eight years of her life, and a son, all that’s a mistake, and
                                  that she wants to begin life again,’ he said angrily, with a
                                  snort.
                                     ‘Anna and sin—I cannot connect them, I cannot
                                  believe it!’
                                     ‘Darya Alexandrovna,’ he said, now looking straight
                                  into Dolly’s kindly, troubled face, and feeling that his
                                  tongue was being loosened in spite of himself, ‘I would
                                  give a great deal for doubt to be still possible. When I
                                  doubted, I was miserable, but it was better than now.
                                  When I doubted, I had hope; but now there is no hope,
                                  and still I doubt of everything. I am in such
                                     doubt of everything that I even hate my son, and
                                  sometimes do not believe he is my son. I am very
                                  unhappy.’
                                     He had no need to say that. Darya Alexandrovna had
                                  seen that as soon as he glanced into her face; and she felt
                                  sorry for him, and her faith in the innocence of her friend
                                  began to totter.



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