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Anna Karenina


                                  nothing extraordinary in his position, nothing that ought
                                  to be changed.
                                     But as time went on, he saw more and more distinctly
                                  that however natural the position now seemed to him, he

                                  would not long be allowed to remain in it. He felt that
                                  besides the blessed spiritual force controlling his soul, there
                                  was another, a brutal force, as powerful, or more
                                  powerful, which controlled his life, and that this force
                                  would not allow him that humble peace he longed for. He
                                  felt that everyone was looking at him with inquiring
                                  wonder, that he was not understood, and that something
                                  was expected of him. Above all, he felt the instability and
                                  unnaturalness of his relations with his wife.
                                     When the softening effect  of the near approach of
                                  death had passed away, Alexey Alexandrovitch began to
                                  notice that Anna was afraid of him, ill at ease with him,
                                  and could not look him straight in the face. She seemed to
                                  be wanting, and not daring, to tell him something; and as
                                  though foreseeing their present relations could not
                                  continue, she seemed to be expecting something from
                                  him.
                                     Towards the end of February it happened that Anna’s
                                  baby daughter, who had been named Anna too, fell ill.
                                  Alexey Alexandrovitch was in the nursery in the morning,



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