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without a word, adjusting herself to the upper classes.
              She came very mute, with her long, handsome face, and
            downcast  eyes,  to  administer  to  him.  And  she  said  very
           humbly: ‘Shall I do this now, Sir Clifford? Shall I do that?’
              ’No, leave it for a time. I’ll have it done later.’
              ’Very well, Sir Clifford.’
              ’Come in again in half an hour.’
              ’Very well, Sir Clifford.’
              ’And just take those old papers out, will you?’
              ’Very well, Sir Clifford.’
              She went softly, and in half an hour she came softly again.
           She was bullied, but she didn’t mind. She was experiencing
           the  upper  classes.  She  neither  resented  nor  disliked  Clif-
           ford; he was just part of a phenomenon, the phenomenon
            of the high-class folks, so far unknown to her, but now to
            be known. She felt more at home with Lady Chatterley, and
            after all it’s the mistress of the house matters most.
              Mrs  Bolton  helped  Clifford  to  bed  at  night,  and  slept
            across the passage from his room, and came if he rang for
           her in the night. She also helped him in the morning, and
            soon valeted him completely, even shaving him, in her soft,
           tentative  woman’s  way.  She  was  very  good  and  compe-
           tent, and she soon knew how to have him in her power. He
           wasn’t so very different from the colliers after all, when you
            lathered his chin, and softly rubbed the bristles. The stand-
            offishness and the lack of frankness didn’t bother her; she
           was having a new experience.
              Clifford,  however,  inside  himself,  never  quite  forgave
           Connie for giving up her personal care of him to a strange

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