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and at last there was the soft touch of a kiss on her cheek.
          She lay quite still, in a sort of sleep, in a sort of dream.
       Then she quivered as she felt his hand groping softly, yet
       with queer thwarted clumsiness, among her ‘clothing. Yet
       the hand knew, too, how to unclothe her where it wanted.
       He drew down the thin silk sheath, slowly, carefully, right
       down  and  over  her  feet.  Then  with  a  quiver  of  exquisite
       pleasure he touched the warm soft body, and touched her
       navel for a moment in a kiss. And he had to come in to her at
       once, to enter the peace on earth of her soft, quiescent body.
       It was the moment of pure peace for him, the entry into the
       body of the woman.
          She lay still, in a kind of sleep, always in a kind of sleep.
       The activity, the orgasm was his, all his; she could strive for
       herself no more. Even the tightness of his arms round her,
       even the intense movement of his body, and the springing
       of his seed in her, was a kind of sleep, from which she did
       not begin to rouse till he had finished and lay softly panting
       against her breast.
         Then she wondered, just dimly wondered, why? Why was
       this necessary? Why had it lifted a great cloud from her and
       given her peace? Was it real? Was it real?
          Her tormented modern-woman’s brain still had no rest.
       Was it real? And she knew, if she gave herself to the man, it
       was real. But if she kept herself for herself it was nothing.
       She was old; millions of years old, she felt. And at last, she
       could bear the burden of herself no more. She was to be had
       for the taking. To be had for the taking.
         The man lay in a mysterious stillness. What was he feel-

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