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his desire which, in spite of all, was like a riches; the stirring
       restlessness of his penis, the stirring fire in his loins! Oh, if
       only there were other men to be with, to fight that sparkling
       electric Thing outside there, to preserve the tenderness of
       life, the tenderness of women, and the natural riches of de-
       sire. If only there were men to fight side by side with! But
       the men were all outside there, glorying in the Thing, tri-
       umphing or being trodden down in the rush of mechanized
       greed or of greedy mechanism.
          Constance,  for  her  part,  had  hurried  across  the  park,
       home,  almost  without  thinking.  As  yet  she  had  no  after-
       thought. She would be in time for dinner.
          She was annoyed to find the doors fastened, however, so
       that she had to ring. Mrs Bolton opened.
         ’Why there you are, your Ladyship! I was beginning to
       wonder if you’d gone lost!’ she said a little roguishly. ‘Sir
       Clifford hasn’t asked for you, though; he’s got Mr Linley in
       with him, talking over something. It looks as if he’d stay to
       dinner, doesn’t it, my Lady?’
         ’It does rather,’ said Connie.
         ’Shall I put dinner back a quarter of an hour? That would
       give you time to dress in comfort.’
         ’Perhaps you’d better.’
          Mr Linley was the general manager of the collieries, an
       elderly man from the north, with not quite enough punch
       to suit Clifford; not up to post-war conditions, nor post-war
       colliers either, with their ‘ca’ canny’ creed. But Connie liked
       Mr Linley, though she was glad to be spared the toadying
       of his wife.

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